Here’s a little anthem to my own depravity. This particular trip to hopeless lane was initiated by a little dead-end theodicy thinking, a blunt realization of my passive participation in systemic injustice, and the recognition that I didn’t have the courage, energy, faith, or what ever I needed to change. I would say I hope you enjoy it, but it is a bit of a downer, So may we can have a moment of solidarity and may the hope of God transform our ‘what evers’ into areas of transformation.
PS. I use one dirty word at the end. It is used as a theological affirmation of the depth to which my own human f***ed upedness runs.